HELLOS.

math has been my friend for the past few days.

but it's really tiring to do math.

cos it takes me dinosaur hours to solve a miserable 2 or 3 questions.

so you know how I fare for math.

study schedule is simply useless cos I have not been following it.

was touching MATH MATH and only MATH recently.

another reason why I've not been following it is cos I slack :O

wad a sin.

anyways tuition is fun so far!

haha I like my tuition tcher.

and I think her husband is cool :D

lol whooops.

tuition again tmr!

ahahaha.

vectors is @$%@#%!@%!#!$!

I simply dun rmb anything for vectors wth.

and wad abt econs, csc, cll and gp.

CLL is hell. so many things to remember.

CSC is worse. I hate reading the stacks of notes cos I dunnnoe which is impt and which is not.

RAWRS.

first week of hols gone in a flash.

STUDY HARDERRRRR.

I'm bored with this blogskin. shall change it soon! :D

happy birthday, to the person ._.

Long time since I did a meme

haha tagged by deyse!

IT'S MEME TIME! .__.


1)At what age do you wish to marry?
haha when I find my Mr Right, when the feeling is right, when I'm able to support myself and my family.


2) Study hard or play hard?
haha both larh. but of cos most ppl like to play hard more than study hard =x


3) Who is the person you trust the most?
myself and my family


4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
hahaha depends on the situtation


5) If you can have a dream, what would it be?
Travel arnd the world, help people who need my help, kosen rufu!


6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yepps. hahaha catch the rainbow! .__.


7) What is your goal for this year?
DO WELL IN A LEVELS. and keep in contact with my good friends


8) Do you believe in eternal love?
I suppose I do. haha


9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Nope -.-


1o) What feeling do you love the most?
when people care for me! when people appreciate me!


11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
caring, sense of humour, understanding, share the common goals blah blah blah.


12) What feeling do you hate the most?
when people ignore me as and when they like and treat me like rubbish! when people talk behind my back.


13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
most of them


14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
to be happy!


15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Family and friends


16) Do you believe in God?
erm, I'm a buddhist


17) Who is your best friend?
slbosk! maygin! gongzie!


18) Who cares for you the most?
family


19) Describe the person who tagged you with five words.
hahahaha. funny and nice! always there to cheer me up and help me when I'm in trouble :D

20) Who do you love most?
everyone who is always there for me when I need them :D

anyways happy birthday derek the pro! (:

Holidays, u're here!

haha I remember how I used to love holidays.

but not this time.

I can't explain why either.

I prefer going to sch, seeing my classmates and zi-highing with them

mabbe it's just becos I hate to stay at home and be alone, cos being alone will make me think of you even more.

at least friends make me laugh. Friends make me smile.

you make me miserable.

I dun understand why I choose to torture myself.

and neither do I know wad you treat me as.

random sms me and then start to dao me when you feel like it.

and while I'm feeling hurt, I'm hurting someone else.

wad a vicious cycle. haha .___.

makes me think of something like 'A likes B but B likes C'. okayys wadeva -.-

perhaps I'm just lying to myself and entertaining stupid thoughts that you'll come back to me eventually.

haha forget it. loving someone is really tiring.

hope this june holidays can make me wake up from my reverie.

cos I wun see you for 4 weeks.

or 3 weeks to be exact.

great.

I wonder wad makes me fall in love with you in the first place.

from the first time I saw you till now.

BUT WADEVA IT IS, it's time I slap myself awake and start mugging for my blocks

seems like time is flying away so fast before I am fast enough realise.

I MUST CHERISH MY BELOVED HOLIDAYS.

but first, I must finish that damn csc lun wen.

it makes me wonder why on earth did I choose this subject cos it's time-consuming and taking the hell outta me.

nvm. I SHALL HAVE PASSION FOR ALL SUBJECTS, AS WAD MDM YEOH SAID!

hahaha. and so I declare, I do love csc! ._.

on a side note, kids nowadays are just so TSK TSK -.-

okay nvm I dun think anyone understands.

hahaha.

mabbe jon ong will know wad I'm talking abt ^^

hehs.

anyways, watched 让爱川流不息 ytd, and my tears just came out as and when they liked, lyk a water tap.

hmmmm as compared to them, I'm really fortunate.

hope the deceased will rest in peace.

and may the survivors find happiness.

life's just so unpredictable, which makes ppl fragile.

but I'm touched by our efforts to raise funds!

天灾无情，人间有情。

okayys it's really time for me to return to reality.

论文 RIGHT NOW!

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

I fall harder for you everytime
and everytime it just gets harder for me
because you are the only thing I've ever really needed.

you're stuck in my heart; like a song in my head.

once you love, you cannot take it back, cannot undo it.
what you felt may have changed, shifted slightly, yet still remains love.

if you hold back feelings because you're afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting, anyway.


there hasn't been one day since you left;
that i haven't fought the urge to put you back into my life.

HAHA today is quotes day! -.-

was random looking at some quotes and I think they're nice.

hmmm quite tired le so I shall slp soon!

and I SWEAR I WILL TOUCH MY LUN WEN LATER -.-

I'm in a random mood. haha.

and CSC, u know how much I love you, don't you?

.___.

觉的无聊，所以刚才偷懒看了看电视。
不停地转台，让我偶然看到一个台湾的筹款节目，叫做《把爱传出去》
这个节目是为了替四川大地震的灾民筹款，许多艺人，如周杰伦、王力宏等都献出爱心，就连台湾的第一夫人都到场支持。
随后播放的短片让我的眼泪不由自主地流下。
眼泪就这样不听使唤地不停流啊流。
看着那些让人辛酸的画面，我突然觉得自己好幸福。
2008年5月12日，这是我的十八岁生日，却也是很多人罹难的日子。
我在庆祝生日的同时，有很多人都在与死神搏斗。
这让我觉的，我们有时真是生在福中不知福，明明很幸福，却还是常常抱怨。我想，我就是个很好的例子。
从另一个角度看，虽然大地震夺走了许多无辜的生命，却也让我们看到爱的力量。
大家都及时伸出援手，帮助灾民，让我看见世界的爱。
天灾无情，人间有爱。
希望灾民都能很快重建家园。
就像林俊杰的歌《爱与希望》一样，有爱就有希望！
我相信天总有一天会晴朗！
我会默默为灾民祈求，希望他们能够得到幸福。
=)

okay I shall randomly switch back to english -.-

I shall bring money for donation on tuesday!

anyways, I really think you sux.

To you, I may be just a random person you talk to only when you're bored. To me, you always have a special place in my heart. But I guess that from now on, even if I cant let go, I'll try.

WAH I went out at 8am and came home at 1120pm

I suppose my mum's bu shuang with me, but I can't help it either.

went to imh for cip in the morning.

it was quite fun actually.

painting the walls and as usual, laughing at denyse LOL.

=p

and interacting with the patients was kinda fun too.

throwing the balls here and there.

after that followed wanglin to orchard then national lib.

cos I didnt feel like going home =x

and then we went for dancenight!

haha it was quite cool and nice, but I like last yr's dancenight better.

to all the dancers that I know, you guys have done a great job!

:D

awww I'm super tired now.

think I'll just stop here and slp soon! (:

It hurts, really.

I GIVE UP.

anyways hanzhi and rach, jiayou for dance night (:

ahaha and thankyou hanzhi. talking to you always makes me feel so much better, thou we seldom talk to each other. but everytime the things u said will make me try to see things from another perspective :D

by the way I think you sux big time, seriously.

Thank you yingpeng and siying for ur presents. thank you weilin and huibin for ur belated birthday wish.

hahaha (:

had cha guan performance ytd!

OMG we got first lah.

Lol got 100 bucks!

seem quite little cos there are many ppl involved but nvm.

I enjoyed the whole process!

haha I think the last time I'm involved in this kind of stuff was sec 2 choral night.

and I still think our eight immortals thingy was dumb but funny.

other classes even asked us to repeat that scene again. hahaha.

anw thank you denyse lum for ur efforts!

and congrats to kok wanglin for getting BEST ACTOR!

hehs.

okayy it's time I go back to my work!

:D

it's silly to hold on to something that does not belong to you, long long ago. but sometimes you just can't help it

HELLO WORLD.

hahaha HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

so old alr. LOL.

but anyways, thank you those who sms/sent testmonials/wish me in school/msn/call to wish me happy birthday and they are:

suayu, jonathan, wanglin, ZANG, yufeng, yonghao, denyse, junhao, wanmun, lianwei, sieyen, kiamian, kiahui, engpeng, wilson, wendy, shiliang, sihui, ben toh, mingyeung, kiantat, zhuchuan, marho, kelly, kaijie, raymond, tooty, juliana, szuan, huijun, siying yingpeng, xiner, beiyu, peijin, xiaoda, gongzie, eileen, jessamin, lilong, maygin minzhe

and erm, I hope I didnt left anyone out =O

Imma too lazy to go grab my phone to see who sms me.

if I happen to leave out anyone, sorry!

haha and thank you those who gave me presents:

lilong, denyse, wanglin, jonathan, ZANG, xiner, peijin, szuan, gongzie and xiaoda!

special thanks to WANGLIN, DENYSE, ZANG AND XINER for celebrating my bday today!

haha had lots of fun with them, laughing and joking abt lame stuff.

thanks for the treat at pizza hut, whispering birthday song to me and the neoprints we took! =DDD

LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!

time for some photos!












Gongzie and me! xD












Denyse's weird expression #1






















My "birthday cake" which is a pizza with a straw in the centre. HAHA.












Denyse's weird expression #2 (with wanglin as the male lead =D)












ZANG and me!






















Me and Xiner! (:












Denyse's weird expression #3












Denyse's weird expression #4












THIS IS LOVE =D






















4 pretty girs! xD





























Us in a flower bouquet. LOL please look at wanglin and denyse.





























over the rainbow!





























HAHA I love this the most! Looks as thou there're many ppl in the neoprint but there were actually only the 5 of us.





























:D:D:D





























Wanglin always has weird actions and denyse always has cute smiles :D






















HIGH FIVE!


hahaha bascially I love all my friends! thanks for making my 18th birthday such a wonderful one :D

and thank you mummy, daddy, meepok and jiajun too!

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to MEIXUAN, happy birthday to you! May all my wishes come true :D

Whee!

went for strings concert today.

It was great!

hahaha I like the contemporary music (I hope I got it right cos I noe nth abt music -.-)

and I didnt do any work today!

this is like super wrong -.-

shall pia like siao tmr.

hahaha

okay shall keep this entry short cos nth much to blog abt actually.

.____.

2 more days!

and again, I'm secretly wishing that u meant wad u said.

thou I noe that the chances are slim.

getting into a situation I cant control -.-

明明知道自己很傻，却还是心甘情愿一次又一次地被你耍。你让我觉得好累好累。

RAH.

super sian.

and these few day my stomach has been playing tricks on me.

making me lose appetite for no reason and making me having stomachache.

-.-

and Imma spending alot of money on concerts!

strings, elddfs, dancenight.

and mabbe CO.

going broke.

hmmmmm 4 days to my birthday.

how times flies.

going to be 18 in 4 days time.

but I hate the thought of growing older and older.

RAWR.

hope I'll have a really happy birthday this year.

and I'm secretly wishing that u still rmb my existence.

wad I've now is just plain memories that I'm refusing to let go.

anw I so hate staying at home. I rather go to sch -.-

all the dreams are upside down, and I just wanna change the way the world goes round.

忘记分开后的第几天起
喜欢一个人 看下大雨
没联络 孤单就像连锁反应
想要快乐都没力气

雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我 可怜到底
对不起 谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的 没有商量的余地

我希望你 是我独家的记忆
摆在心底
不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你 是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆
谁也不行
从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你 绝口不提 没问题

雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我 可怜到底
对不起 谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的 没有商量的余地

我希望你 是我独家的记忆
摆在心底
不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你 是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆
谁也不行
从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你 绝口不提 没关系

我希望你 是我独家的记忆
摆在心底
不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你 是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆
谁也不行
从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你 绝口不提 没限期


Anyway I'm NOT emo-ing. haha I just like this song :D

and 7 days to LEE MEI XUAN'S birthday! hahahaha

I so hate you.

if you have not realise by now -.-

and I'll prove to you that I can do it.