WOW ZOMG.
I haven been online since like dinosaur days ago.
my mum doesnt really like me going online/watching tv etc etc.
basically she loves it when I'm in my room studying, which is wad I've been doing recently after my horrendous disastrous atrocious BT results.
hahaha if my results doesnt improve by BT2, I'll prob need to mug even more with order from my beloved mum.
lol but yea must mug to prevent history from repeating itself again. ZZZZ.
I'm wondering how I could get such disgusting results.
slacking too much plus I'm prob quite dumb in the first place.
.____.
hahaha and today, I must sincerely express my heartfelt gratitude to my CSC tibet assignment, if not I wouldnt have the chance to be typing this blog entry now.
okay damn qian bian.
RAH TIBET ASSINGMENT.
seems so easy it's just 500 words but why am I taking such a long time to do it.
becos of something which is making me lose my focus.
THIS IS SO WRONG.
hahaha -.-
okay obviously i am not making much sense now so hmmmm I shall stop blogging.
prob I wun blog much from now on since my mum doesnt like me to play com!
lol.
RAH. Cha guan is driving me nuts.
have been doing it since yesterday and I just cant seem to finish it.
I wanna do other stuff!
totally wasting my time.
I so hate chaguan (for the time being)
and today when I woke up, I realise my inbox is miraculously EMPTY.
I despise my phone. It's getting on my nerves.
perhaps it's having a temper. hurhur.
my messages!
I didnt bear to delete alot of meaningful messages!
and they just disappear and gone with the wind when I woke up today! -.-
hmmmm mabbe it's a hint to me that I shld let go of the past.
there are some stupid and random messages by some random ppl that I couldnt bear to delete.
mabbe it's a good time for me to forget the things I should have forgotten long ago.
haha.
okay enough of stupid ranting.
week 6 tmr.
how time flies.
anw, tooty you're being missed by me! haha :D
I wish time can just stop as and when I like.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."
~ Unknown
the quote's meaningful! xD
anyways happy birthday darling kelly! (:
WHEES. I got A for PW
ZOMG damn happy.
haha I was so scared that denyse, lily and wanglin get A and then I'm the only one getting B in our group.
but anyways, thanks HI015!
hehs it was fun doing project with u guys!
and thanks to our wonderful 领导人 denyse lump sum tax! LOL
so much for slacking during pw periods talking crap and pia-ing at the last min. but we still got A!
HAHA love HIo15!
our sch imba lah. 98.2% got A for pw. haha but it's a good thing! :D
haha congrats tooty for getting A too!
hmmmm I'm damn tired recently.
lots of remedials and consultation.
tues gp, wed math, thurs csc, fri cll.
sian damn scared of A levels.
RAH.
studystudystudy!
and ytd wanglin, ZANG and I went for the PSG seminar cos we thought there would be a presentation abt local universities.
SCAM ME!
they just spent a total of FIVE minutes talking abt the admission criteria and then they continued to talk abt overseas universities -.-
why despise local uni!
waste our time BOO.
haix but I'm not sure of wad to study too.
anyways today is such a wasted day I feel like killing myself (or mabbe killing LEP)
haha.
went for lep symposium in the morning.
could have gone home after that, but dumbo ewe and I rendered our helping hands to the lep exco and volunteered to be leaders for lep orientation.
but the orientation was super fei!
supposed to go to town for amazing race, but we waited at the bus stop for 30min and two buses came but they were packed with ppl.
so we just dao and went back LT to watch simpsons the movie.
LOL it was a super dumb dumb and funny movie!
but I was too tired and I fell alsp when the movie was abt to end -.-
and I cant believe ZANG can actually CRY for such a funny movie larh!
-.-
crying for weird stuff is just so ZANG.
hmmm after orientation wanglin, ZANG and I went running.
but it was a failure I guess.
haha ZANG was 1 min slower than her usual speed, wanglin stomachache or sth after running for 2 runs, and I had the most stupid reason for running slower than usual (usual alr damn slow le -.- ). I ran slower than usual cos MY FBT TOO LOOSE -.- kept dropping so I had to stop running halfway to pull it up.
okay sounds so crude and stupid -.-
after running I "went" home and just when I was at the doorstep, I saw so many pairs of shoes and I knew my mum had a meeting.
but she didnt tell me!
I was quite paiseh to enter the hse cos I predict many pairs of eyes will stare at me.
plus I think I stink like hell after running.
haha so I walked back to northpoint again.
northpoint is super small and there's like nth much to see.
I kept looking at the time, hoping that I could go home asap.
and when I reached home, my mum told me SHE DIDNT COOK!
@!#!$!@#@!$#!!!@#$@%$
I could have just went out with wanglin for dinner!
SCAM ME!
so now I haven have my dinner and it's super late alr.
haix haix haix.
wad a SCREWED saturday.
and I haven study anything today.
*claps*
shall rot at home to finish my homework tmr.
okayy time for photos! :D 
hehs kope this from xiner. I think it's super nice! :D 
黑糯米 with smiley coconut milk! so cute! 
ZANG with her "I-so-dun-feel-like-listening-to-teacher posture. She finally agreed that she looked horrible after looking at my masterpiece! :D 
ZANG (with her scary face) and ME (with my dumbo face) 
ZANG (acting shy) and me (as dumb as usual) 
ZANG's blackie shoes and my shoes! 
LEP orientation grp 5! (we were bored after waiting for the bus for so damn long) 
LEP 2oo8! x)
hehs I supposed I'm on a hyper mode again (but I'm kinda tired and hungry =x)
I STILL HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORK TO DO! ):
PIA PIA PIAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
oh anyways, this song is nice!
我拥有照亮孤单黑夜的力量
朝着未来去闯
HAHA I think I've been influenced by my friends like sweetie lum to read ppl's blogs.
but hmmm blog surfing is fun, though I dun have the habit to do so.
haha.
anyways happy birthday 4o6!
in the end I still didnt get to go for gathering.
1 year plus since I graduated from nanyang.
kinda miss the times I had with 4o6.
and I miss my J1 days.
looking at the juniors reminds me that I'm old.
and that I'm going to leave hwachong soon.
right now there's perhaps 6 mths left before A levels.
if there's no changes to the exam timetable, my first paper shld be on 30th oct, which is cll.
It's going to be week 4 tmr. 6 more weeks to june holidays. 77 days to blocks 2.
A levels is getting nearer and nearer. As much as I wanna do well, I think my attitude is holding me back.
I hate the attitude I have now. I hate the person I see in the mirror.
and I wish I'm still in my childhood days, where I dun have to be troubled by so many things.
Oops I think I'm getting bipolar disorder.
According to About.com, bipolar disoder is defined as an illness that affects thoughts, feelings, perceptions and behavior -.- (quite a simple definition horh)
and according to Yahoo! Health, bipolar disorder causes big mood swings. You can switch from periods of very high energy (manic phases) to periods of sadness (depression).
okay larh I dun think I'm that extreme (I hope I'm right)
but I dunnoe wad's wrong with me either.
one moment I'm fine, but the next moment, something trivial will cause a change in my mood again.
it's an on-off thing. makes me feel as though I'm on a roller coaster.
seems like emo-ing is wad I do often this year. which is BAD.
haha guess I'm too stressed or wadeva.
but anyways, whoever got affected by my moody/pms state, I'm sorry.
especially tooty ):
sorry I didnt mean to vent my anger on you all the time =x
I've alot of things to tell u, but I dunnoe how.
but thanks for tolerating my 大小姐脾气
I always think that I sux. for my behaviour and random tantrums.
hope you're not angry with me. Sooorry >.<
and I'm pissed with myself for getting such SCREWED results for blocks.
I shall really mug from now on. haix not much time left.
I dun wish to let my parents down. I dun wish to make myself regret too.
okayys on a side note, I like 不想懂得 by 張韶涵!
nice nice (:
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
perhaps I'm just too stubborn, refusing to let go of the past
WAH. We were given our A levels verification slip to check today.
STRESSED.
and next week is our BELOVED NAPFA!
oh man. I wun realise the existence of napfa if jon ong hadn't talked abt it today =.=
but we didnt practice much! esp my dumb dumb standing broad jump.
Zzzzz
nvm shall try my best to aim for silver la horh D:
and so funny wanglin INVITED me and zang to go gym at salt centre tmr. Lol but nvm I dun mind since gym is fun. xD
oh anyways xiner and I accompanied brandy to return the biscuit tins we used during huangcheng.
ahaha since the shop is at yishun, I decided to be nice and accompanied her. moreover xiner went :D
spent most of the time gossiping, and perhaps only 10 seconds to return the biscuit tins and then we went home.
=.= wad a meaningful dayy.
okay I realise there are a lot of fei photos in my handphone.
so I shall upload them here (since tooty said I shld upload more photos horh)
but they are really fei. HAHA. 
Weilin and me! 
Me and ZANG! 
Random :D 
Banners! 
Huang Cheng Banner (: 
Hwachong bear. hehs so cute. 
Try to spot 2 pretty girls on the highest floor -.- 
ZOOMED IN VERSION of the previous photo. HAHA. 
As you can see, we were quite bored. But the banner is nice! 
The flowers I received during Huangcheng performance! :D 