argh omg I feel so boredd now. haha.

went to sch for O level english exam ytd.

I was almost freezed to death.

super cold lah. was shivering like mad during the exam.

after that had OP rehearsal.

ewe and I did something stupid. haha okay or rather, ewe did sth stupid. EWE AND HER DUMB DUMB TOILET DEED.

went J8 with mar and kelly after leaving sch.

window shopping again. AWWWW I NEED MONEY! haha I wanna buy lots of clothes! alot of shops having sale now! haha okay I sound damn auntie -.-

I shall save money!

hmmm OP on friday. I guess by that time everyone will be happily playing or wadeva. only a few classes still having op. haha.

but nvm I shall use these few days to memo my script thoroughly. after that I can say byebye to OP! HAHAHA.

argh I realise I'm still doing stupid things becos of you. I just cant forget you.

nvm hmmm I shall watch teewee now!

I'm too tired to explain anythingg

hehs I'm so damn bored. I shall start doing surveys/quizzes/meme/wadeva to entertain myself.

hahaha kope lots from ng kaixin. lol. after that I shall be guai and memorize the rest of my op script. lalala.


Started: 2:38 PM, 21/10/07
01) Are your parents married or divorced?
`Married.

02) Vegetarian?
`nope

03) Heaven?
`eh? haha

04) Come close to dying?
`Nope

05) What jewelry do you wear?
`earrings? haha

06) Are you eating?
`Not at the moment. thou I'm hungry!

07) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
`yepps

08) Makeup?
`no way man. hahah unless neccessary

09) Virgin?
`yepps duh -.-

10) Would you ever have plastic surgery?
`nope

11) What do you wear to bed?
`shirt + long pants

12) Have you ever done anything illegal?
`I guess so? haha

13) Can you roll your tongue?
`yepps.

14) Pluck your eyebrows?
`nope.

15) What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
`I don't wear watches. used to but not now. haha but I've a DORAEMON WATCH. lol.

16) Abortion?
`=.= I'm getting bored with this kind of questions. lol.

17) Hair colour?
`black

18) Future child's name?
`handsome and pretty =D

19) Do you snore?
`I dun think so? since my sis does not complain to me about my snorings or wadeva. haha

20) If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go?
`paris/newyork/korea/japan. aiyah actually alot of places I wish to go. Around the world in 80 days! hahaha.

21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
`nope.

22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
`see how much I get. haha

23) Gold or silver?
`silver.

24) Hamburger or hot dog?
`both!

25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?
`huh nothing actually. I'll get bored with the food!

26) Beach, city, or country?
`no preference.

27) Who was the last person you touched?
`last person u touched sounds weird. haha my bro bah.

28) Where do you eat?
`random places with food or at home? -.-

29) When's the last time you cried?
`hmm 2days ago. haha

30) Have you loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
`yepps.

31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
`mabbe haha.

32) Ever been involved with the police?
`nope.

33) Believe in Santa?
`nope.

34) Do you talk in your sleep?
`I guess so. haha

35) Beach or pool?
`anything. lol.

36) Can you cross your eyes?
`I dun think I can. haha.

37) What's your favorite song at the moment?
`爱在记忆中找你

38) Window seat or aisle?
`window seat. haha

39) Ever met any famous bands/singers/actors?
`yepps.

40) Do you feel that you've ever had a truly successful relationship?
`lol no idea.

41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
`twirl

42) Rickie Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
`I think I noe who's oprah winfrey, but I dunnoe who's rickie lake but in any case I dun want any. LOL.

43) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted?
`yea I think I will.

44)How long does your shower last?
`at most 15min.

45) Do you drive?
`nope.

46) Cake or ice cream?
`I prefer icecream.

47) Where'd it go?
`what's the it? haha.

48) What time do you get up?
`schdays 5:20am; hols latest 11 bah.

49) Have you ever given money to a beggar?
`yepps.

50) When was your first crush?
`primary 1? haha those stupid crushes.

51) Where do you wish you were?
`no where bah. haha.

52) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
`I dun think so. haha.

53) Ever been given a ring?
`nope.

54) Longest relationship?
`friendship or wad. hahaha.

55) Last gift you received?
`ehh dun rmb hahaha.

56) Last sport you played?
`like softball? LOL during PE lessons. haha.

57) Things you spend a lot of money on?
`food!

58) Where do you live?
`Singapore;yishun

59) High school you attend(ed)?
`nanyang girls' high school.

60) Last wedding attended?
`cant rmb leh quite long ago. but I'll be attending my cousin's wedding soon! =D

61) Favourite fast food restaurant?
`no preference as long as they serve good food =D

62) Where do you work?
`not working.

63) Can you cook?
`like maggie mee? haha.

64) Most hated food?
`dunnoe those that taste yucky. haha.

65) Can you sing?
`when I sing, the glass dun break. so can I sing? LOL.

66) Last concert attended?
`dunnoe leh my school's strings concert I think

67) Favourite nonalcoholic drink?
`hmmm alot leh. haha.

68) Favourite alcoholic drink?
`lol.

69) Current crush?
`dun have any? haha I noe some people will not believe wad I said, but seriously, dun really have any. lol.

***END***


I'm getting bored alr. and I'm hungry for goodness sake. no food at home -.-

and no one's at home. haiz I shall wait for daddy to come home and buy food for me. hahaha.

Hahaha last day of school.

doesnt seem like last day to me.

it was just a normal, quiet day in sch.

talk frm principal and CT session and pw rehearsal. oh and huangcheng meeting. plus window shopping with marilyn

the feeling's weird.

not impactful enough. hahaha

but the truth is, my J1 days are coming to an end.

I cant believe it, but well, hols are here.

this yr has been quite a tough year for me.

haha all that emotional struggles.

but on the whole, I still enjoyed my j1 days.

cos of my class 07A12, my sec4 classmates like marilyn, kelly and gongzie, huangcheng, and my seniors

I really love them alot. B
07A12! we must really jiayou okay!

we slacked too much this yr! (including me)

lol let's jiayou together! I noe we can do it de!

help each other along!

next yr will be a fast and tough yr but I believe we can do it as a class. I noe we can.

07A12 RAWKS (:

lol and my family supports my decision.

thankyou for understanding me (:

I'll work hard from now on and not let you all down.

hmmmm suddenly thought of my grandparents who are no longer by my side.

I promised them that I'll study hard.

I will. I won't let them down. and I wont let myself have any regrets anymore.

haha jiayou meixuan. jiayou a12.

next yr will be a better yr for us! we must really motivate each other to study! NO SLACKING. haha =D

yay and I finished memorizing half of my op script le!

shall continue memorizing the other half tmr.

opopop hurry shoo off!

after op I can start packing my room and get ready to plan my hols schedule.

must set time for homework, revision and playtime! haha.

work hard play hard!

for some stupid reasons, I've this urge to go zoo. LOL -.-

after op we shall go zoo! yay! and go szuan/huijun/denyse's hse to play!

and go out with marilyn/kelly/gongzie/linghuan/beiyu or wad. haha I want 406 gathering!

lol.

okay I'm tired. shall go slp soon (:

雨后的彩虹

该放手时放手，得到的会更多

woah! haha someone just enlightened me with this sentence!

lol hmmm was still quite sad hrs ago.

but I guess I'm alright now.

actually it doesnt really matter that much to me cos I noe it doesnt make much difference. now or future

prob due to the sch culture bah, I was damn sad when I got to know the news.

but I noe it's my fault.

you reap wad you sow.

ahaha I admit that I slack too much this yr.

and all that empty talk abt mugging.

I did mug, but it was not enough.

I am concerned abt my studies, just that I took things for granted and my efforts were just not enough. complacency.

when things happen, I tend to regret.

but now I believe all things happen for a reason.

I'm glad I didnt realise all these too late.

there's denfinitely still hope!

I'm determined to be a full-time mugger.

no more empty talks.

我要为了A水准而努力！(:

I believe I can do it de! I'll achieve my targets!

AFTER OP, I SHALL BE A FULL-TIME MUGGER!

now must work hard for OP! haha

everyone jiayou for OP!

and thankyou jon ong and denyse! <3

I shall have some random quotes from movies. lol

一个人有烦恼是因为记性太好，如果什么都可以忘掉，以后的每一天都会是一个新的开始。

当你不能够再拥有，你唯一可以做的，就是令自己不要忘记。

(:

hmmm damn tired. opopopop.

actually I'm not in the mood to blog.

but nvm.

ARGH I actually cried today. haha for damn damn long in sch.

ha. damn paiseh.

but I cant help it anyway.

SAD LAH.

I guess everyone needs a wake-up call. to really make urself awake and know what you need to do, to know what's important, and what's not.

my wake-up call came today. or rather, I shld have realise my mistake long ago.

but better late than never.

and it's not too late anyway.

I'm NOT going to be like this next yr.

I totally hate the Lee Mei Xuan this yr.

made a lot of mistake and end up regretting.

I haven't been a good student and a good daughter.

nvm! haha say byebye to this yr's Lee Mei Xuan!

I'm going to change, for the sake of myself, and for my parents.

argh just got another sad news.

I AM SO DAMN SAD NOW LARH. ARGH.
today's not my day man.

life's so fragile.

treasure yourself as well as the people arnd you. really.

shall go sleep.

希望明天会更好！(:

hahahaha apparently I'm going crazy after doing op for quite some time.

I was jumping about while listening to Rain's "I'm coming" and the themesong for My neighbour TOTORO.

so now I'm taking a break from the AWWWW OP -.-

anw today after sch I took 67 from sch to tampines.

the journey was long and arduous. HAHAHA.

I thought I slept for damn long and when I woke up I was hoping to find myself in tampines but sadly, I was still at some ulu unknown place.

took 1 and a half hrs for me to reach tampines, took another bus to SSA just to spend a nice 5 minutes there getting my ndp verification letter. and another 45min bus journey for me to get home.

hahaha but WOOOH I've clocked a total of 150hrs of cip! ((:

COOL.

and and and MY 罗志祥CONCERT!

): my sis wanna sponsor one lah!

but 1st dec I'm in taiwan! ARGHHH I am in taiwan and he's in singapore. wadeva.




))):

From now on, I shall stop mentioning anything about whoever-shall-not-be-named. I shall not talk/do/look/say/wadeva anything about whoever-shall-not-be-named -.- yea I noe u noe who is whoever-shall-not-be-named. but that's okay.

I dun like to get people irritated.

so for goodness sake, help me by NOT saying anything ANYMORE.

I dunnid ur help in advertising/promoting/wadeva.

I am happy with the way things are.

and thou I dun think he cares, but everyone can jolly well stop helping me advertise or promote. I dunnid them at all.

so yea people like ten boh (-.-), stop all your shouting and screaming.

it's getting on my nerves and if u do it one more time, I shall not spare your life. I CAN SCREAM LOUDLY TOO! =D I'm just stopping myself from doing so becos the person is my friend. I shall not be evil to my good friend. BUT IF U DO IT AGAIN, I CANNOT NOT GUARANTEE THAT I WONT SCREAM. So zip up ur mouth and stop urself frm saying anything that shld not be mentioned. and if u cant control, you can scream into the toilet bowl, or use scotchtape to tape up ur nice and big mouth. whichever way, I dun care. just ZIPPP. thankyouverymuch. I shall be grateful to you eternally.

btw I am NOT angry. I just wanna make things clear or wadeva u call it. so yupps :D

oh anw OP OP OP! I finished my script but I think it sucks anyway. haha I shall depend on lily to help me edit. lol

and I am participating in Chingay 2008! <3 and I am in the process of dragging ewe along! =D

OHHHHH AND I WENT DENTIST TODAY. ALMOST DIED IN THE ARMS OF THE DENTIST. okay wadeva -.-

hahaha when the dentist told me I needa take x-ray to see wad's wrong, I thought I'll say byebye to some of my 牙齿

heng ah dun have to 拔牙at the moment.

wisdom tooth! why do I have wisdom tooth! -.- mabbe it can make me wiser. okay I'm seriously NOT making any sense. lol.

okay shall go bathe now!

see this video! raymond lam!

argh. I'm sickk and tired.

wanna die alr lah.

but still hafta go sch tmr ):

haha woke up at 1.30pm today and watched dance of passion till 3.

ehh dance of passion damn nice! hahahaha hongkong shows always rawkk. lol.

then did op till now. I WANNA SLEEP! but it's such a weird time to sleep since dinnertime's approaching.

lalalala.

I'm like collapsing soon -.-

omg I'm like dying for goodness sake.

my nose, gum, throat are all killing me.

gonna be sick soon -.-

OUCHH.

my gum is seriously KILLING ME ):

I dun even noe it's ulcer or wisdom tooth or WAD.

damn pain larh.

now I am so used to using my left side to chew and totally ignoring my right side.

cos it's painful like hell. oh man. wonder when will the pain be gone ):

anw I discovered sth SHOCKING today. how can this be! SO WRONG!

LOL I din noe I've such good taste. ^.^

I'm still trying to recover from the shock I got in the morning. hahaha.

ohh and went sch for cip day.

it was funn to interact with old folks (:

they're so cute and hyper larh. hehs.

anw I am so into doing quizzes now cos it can help to entertain me. so (:

shall work on OP at night. totally anti-pw. damn sian larh. RAH.


01 // Are you color blind? ::
Nope.


02 // Do you constantly fight with siblings? ::
ehh haha depends. if my bro irritates me, I'll scream at him =x


03 // What really makes you happy? ::
gakkai activites. seeing my friends. good results. knowing what I really want.


04 // Do you turn to your parents or friends when you're down? ::
most of the time, friends


05 // What is your favorite thirst quencher? ::
water! ahaha.


06 // Are you a Starbucks junkie? ::
Nope.


07 // Have you ever read an entire book in one day? ::
think so. but that does not happen often. lol.


08 // Have you ever read Captain Underpants? ::
haha no.


09 // Do you enjoy acting like a little kid? ::
sometimes. hehs.


10 // Would you ever take one of your exes back? ::
mabbe bah. if he still wants me and I still like him. HAHAHA -.-


11 // Have you ever fooled around with a stranger? ::
nope =.=


12 // Tell us, what is the best way to cope with a harsh breakup? ::
huh I also dunnoe. MURDER HIM. haha okay learn to let go of him (:


13 // What are your thoughts on abortion? ::
HAHA it's a necessary evil. oh wadeva -.-



14 // Are you a good ice skater? ::
nope.


15 // Who, if anyone, do you detest the most right now and why? ::
nobody. I'm a peace-lover (: HAHA.


16 // Do you prefer chocolate or candy? ::
both! (:


17 // Are there any bands out there that you think are total posers? ::
quite a lot bahh.


18 // What's a movie that you think should be banned for it being so crappy? ::
can't think of any right now.


19 // Do your parents allow you to swear in the house? ::
I think so but I don't do that at all?


20 // Do you like those candy hearts with sayings like 'Call me' or 'I love you' on them?
haha mabbe


21 // Are you 100% anti-Valentine's day? ::
nope.


22 // What do you find more addicting... taking surveys, Myspace, or Facebook? ::
taking surveys. haha. I'm getting bored with facebook.


23 // Have you ever cried your heart out over a boy? ::
I suppose so. hahaha


24 // Isn't the show Scarred on MTV the most pointless and disgusting thing you've ever seen? ::
I've never seen it before ehhs.


25 // Do you skip school a lot? ::
nope.


26 // Have you ever shoplifted, and if so did you get caught? ::
nope. me = guai kia = :D


27 // Have you ever been in so much pain from period cramps that you couldn't stand up? ::
never. haha


28 // Did you cry while watching Pursuit of Happyness? ::
didnt watch this movie.


29 // Do you know anyone with a name that starts with the letter Q? ::
qixun, quek eng peng


30 // Have you faked sick recently? ::
nope.


31 // Have you ever watched something die? ::
yepps


32 // What time is it right now? ::
4:22 PM


33 // When is the last time you went to a party? ::
cant rmb


34 // Do you still believe in Santa Claus? ::
nope.


35 // Are you in love with medical shows like Grey's Anatomy and House? ::
Nope.


36 // When you walk into a perfume store, does it give you a headache because of all the strong scents? ::
seldom bahh


37 // What song reminds you of your boyfriend or the person you like? ::
当你 and 对不起我爱你


38 // What song reminds you of your ex? ::
haha lots.


39 // Do you go out of your way to show off in front of your crush? ::
dun see the need to.


40 // Have you ever had a truly deep, intellectual, and personal conversation? ::
yepps. haha


41 // Are you a sucker for a boy that plays an acoustic guitar? ::
nope.

***END***


OP OP OP! 我要为了OP 而努力！(:

习惯你, 就把我当作你。 我们就在一起, 呼吸安静而整齐。

WHEE. finally finished changing my blogskin and added new stuff.

awww feel damn sleepy now.

still hafta go sch for cip.

/yawns.

anw happy birthday ong minzhe and yingpeng (:

《愛在記憶中找你》-- 《歲月風雲》插曲 -- 林峰

我对你 这一生 哪个可比
我与你 差一些 永远一起
邂逅时间场地 似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气
爱太美 轻轻的 却载不起
爱情来到时候 似明媚天气
它走了 突然聚变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

你太远 该怎么 说对不起
你太近 一转身 却已高飞
快乐也许太短 似场流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非要放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

in love with you, or with myself?

haha random blogsurf and random kope some quizzes to do. damn sian.



RULES OF THIS GAME:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!

1. How are you feeling today?
中箭 by Leo Ku. haha quite no link to how I'm feeling today. yea mabbe I got the feeling of love today. LOL


2. Will you get far in life?
LOL. thanks. SEXY BACK BY JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE.


3. Will you get married?
恋爱达人 by 罗志祥 and 小S. woah mabbe I will ehh. HAHA (:


4. What is your best friend’s theme song?
BOMBA BOMBA by 183 club. haha super no link. wow it means my best friend is hot! -.-


5. What is the story of your life?
亲一下 by sweety. hehs this is damn random larh. but I still think that it's fun. HAHA


6. What was primary school like?
Smack that by akon and eminem. SMACK WAD LAH. haha.


7. How can you get ahead in life?
末路 by 张东梁. OH NO sounds damn sad like 没有前途 liddat. so WRONG! hahaha.


8. What is the best thing about your friends?
勇气 by 梁静茹. MAKES ME THINK OF DENYSE. so 勇敢! haha oops.


9. What is in store in this weekend?
Objection by shakira. WOAH hahaha everyone will object wadeva I do. okay wadeva. hahaha.


10. What song describes you?
我有我的young by 飞轮海. hahaha yea man I'm young and energetic and zi-high and wadeva. LOL.


11. How is your life going?
单身潜逃 by 戴佩妮.WAHHH haha sounds sad. but I am not really THAT sad. hahaha ((:


12. What song will they play at your funeral?
你是我的日与夜 by 马俊伟. haha I must be so important to everyone. LOL PLEASE PLAY THAT SONG AT MY FUNERAL AH. hahaha.


13. How does the world see you?
Breaking free by Zac Efron Vannessa Anne Hud [high sch musical]. lol I realise I am trying to anyhow link for almost all the questions. hahaha oh yea I'm trying to break free from all the troubles. WADEVA. lol.


14. What do your friends really think of you?
岁月如歌 by 陈弈迅. okay dunnoe how to link liao. hahaha


15. Do people secretly lust after you?
必杀技 by 罗志祥. HAHAHA think wadeva you want bah (:


16. How can you make yourself happy?
80块环游世界 by twins. haha yea travelling arnd the world can make me happy happy! (:


17. Will you ever have children?
爱到 by 飞轮海. no link so I also dunnoe. lalala.

***END***


1. ewe
2. gongzie
3. jon ong
4. kelly
5. tingfeng
6. denyse
7. derek
8. kaixin
9. marilyn
10. weilin

who is no.6 having relationship with?
[denyse] AHAHAHAHAHA lalala no one lah. lol


Is no.9 a male or female?
[marilyn] female. MISS UNIVERSE LEH. hahaha.


If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[derek; weilin] ermm I cant imagine them together. and they dun even noe each other. hahaha.


How bout no.8 and 5?
[kaixin; tingfeng] they dun even noe each other. and besides, no.8 alr has her SPECIAL ONE. LOL.


What is no.2 studying about?
[gongzie] bio chem geog math. PPL SMART LORH A* SCHOLARSHIP. my best friend somemore ): makes me wonder why I so dumb HAHA.


When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
[jon ong] hahaha like hrs ago. I see him almost everyday.


What kind of music band does no.8 like?
[kaixin] rock. haha.


Does no.1 has any siblings ?
[ewe] one sister.


Will you woo no.3 ?
[jon ong] NO THANKS. HE LIVES IN A MONASTERY AND I LIVE IN THE NUNNERY THAT IS BESIDE HIM, TOGETHER WITH DENYSE! haha


How about no.7 ?
[derek] haha no. abit possible ahh.


Is no.4 single?
[kelly] no! she's my darling! HAHAHA.


What is the surname of no.5?
[tingfeng] NEOW I think.


What is the nickname of no.10?
[weilin] PLATYPUS. hahaha.


What is the hobby of no.4?
[kelly] play piano, zi-high with me (:


Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
[tingfeng; marilyn] hahah I dun think so =x


Where is no.2 studying at?
[gongzie] hci


Talk something casually about no.1?
[ewe] LAG. SLOW. BU YAO LIAN. hahaha but I still love her lots! (:


Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
[kaixin] NO NEED. 我是直的。(: and ppl got bf alr lorhh. hahaha.


Where does no.9 live at?
[marilyn] sebawang


What color does no.4 like?
[kelly] white I thinkk.


Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
[tingfeng; ewe] they noe each other, but not to the extent of being best friends. hahaha.


Does no.7 likes no.2?
[derek; gongzie] they dun even noe each other. hahaha.


How do you get to know no.2?
[gongzie] sec 3 and 4 classmates. MY BEST FRIEND! love her lots (:


Does no.1 have any pets?
[ewe] impossible. else the pet will be as lag as her. OOPS.


Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
[derek] HAHAHAHA mabbe bah. different ppl different taste. LOL THIS IS DAMN FUNNY. okayy wadeva. lol.

***END***


hahaha I shall hunt for more quizzes ltr. Quizzes can help to entertain me. (and I will do pw ltr too! OP OP OP!)

wahh I went coro thrice today.


abit noob.


accompanied jiehan to print his wr. wah damn ex. 56bucks. haha he was complaining to me on our way back to sch. and he owes me icecream! for being such a nice girl! HAHA


and then went back sch and saw kelly my darling!


hahaha so we walked to coro to have lunch tgt


and went back sch AGAIN for xiao cai zheng meeting.


LOL xiaoda and her cai zheng lesson.


so enriching :D


wah after lesson, some nice ppl meng niao me lah!


jeffery ho li ting and suayu yttrium =x


combined forces to laugh at me! nvm I shall be nice!


haha then walked to coro for the third time to have dinner with xiaoda and xiner.


the werribee auntie must be so HAPPY to see me twice a day! LOL.


had a fun time with the 2 of them! <3


shall organise xuanchuan outing soon! YAY.


and I realise xiao cai zheng's job is damn important. hahaha I was ONCE under the impression that xiao cai zheng has nth much to do. thanks to some snr. lalala. and I'll surely help xiner in wadeva ways I can! hahahaha ((:


wah and for goodness sake dun anyhow link me with ppl!


and stop spreading stuff or wadeva!


hahaha wad everyone hears may not be the truth.


thou I am just too lazy to explain everything.


ppl niao me and I just play along.


but aiyah hahaha the truth is, I still like you.


but I noe nth matters to you now. so I'm trying to let go.


thou it's hard and I'm tiredd.


but (:


oh anw the student who passed away this morning, RIP


we'll be chanting for you (:


okayy I think I shall go get some beauty sleep now! HAHAHA =D

and you know what?


I miss you a lot.


but you don't know.


and you probably won't care.


累了

ARGH I am so damn irritated now


the problems exist long ago


and until now they're still coming back and haunting me.


all the quarrelling.


u quarrel and I can only shut my mouth.


cos I noe nth I say will help.


I choose to keep quiet. and when u feel frustrated, u'll end up targeting me. one after another


scold. nag. scold. nag.


and all of a sudden, I seem to be taking the blame for everything that went wrong.


wadeva. I hate it lah.


so damn irritating.


after a while it's okayy. then it comes back again.


when will all these end.


anything. I'm tired. but no one understand how I feel anyway.


RAH.

Class outing at sentosa ytd!


wheeee love my class! (:


hahaha okay went for dance practice in the morning with my sister.


I NOE MANY PPL WILL BE THINKING WAD DANCE PRACTICE LARH. Like "Omg Lee Mei Xuan went for wad dance practice"


lol some interesting dance practice. gonna perform on 3rd Nov. thou until now I'm not sure wad performance is that -.- but sis asked me to join so I shall be guai. HAHAHA DANCE JING WU MEN. thank you so much.


yea laugh bah ppl.


some ppl who random sms me at 11am asking me to WAKE UP WAKE UP ytd was spending his whole day laughing at me -.-


and WAKE UP WAD. 11am I was alr wide awake!


lalalala wadeva I CAN DANCE OKAY. just that not very good only WAD. haha


anw after dance practice I went to sentosa with my sis and her bf.


went to siloso beach and started playing with my classmates


we were playing in the water. SOAK UNTIL SKIN PEEL. haha okay not funny -.-


spent like 2 or 3 hrs in the water nuahing


then jon ong, denyse, ewe and I were trying to find bike rental shop.


found it, but the shop was closed.


so stupid. lol.


so we went to have icecream. omg damn nice! LOVE ICECREAM :D


after that we went to have dinner at vivo.


and ARCADE!


but vivo's arcade damn lan.


dun have those that I wanna play.


HAHA WANGLIN PRO AH PARA PARA SAKURA.


u can start a para para club in sch HAHAHAHA


YAY I love my class! <3


shall have another outing during hols.


and xuanchuan outing too!


miss kiamian and kiahui!


hmmmm and I miss 406 too.


I shall have many outings during hols HAHA.


mabbe even 6A gathering! LOL =D


play play play like mad during hols.


next yr cannot play anymore ):


but must mug during hols too.


argh


okay nth much to say anymore. I shall continue stoning at home.


mum dun let me go out ):

YAY OPEN HOUSE WAS FUN! haha not as sian as I thought.


LOL I LOVE CHINESE SOCIETY MAN!


we're the most zi-high cca =D


okayy larh went to sch at normal time.


went to huisuo for briefing.


THEN I STARTED NUAHING WITH PPL LIKE WEI XIAO DA.


haha cos really nth much to do.


LOL I was niaoing suayu then he niao me back! argh he's damn gossipy!


and we were laughing at xiaoda's email address. BRANDY WEI. HAHAHAHA.


we walked arnd the school then went lep room to ka jiao lep people.


OH SO EXCITING I MADE NEW FRIENDS TODAY! hahaha.


zhiqin, peiying, guanjie and kahming.


KAHMING WAS FROM CHONGFU. SO SHOCKING LAH.


and talked alot with huiying and yonghao.


yonghao super funny.


he was teaching me how to strike conversation with ahem


LOL damn random.


then erm went LT twice for chinese soc presentation.


we all kept zi high-ing larh. laughed like with the rest. AH AND I MISS THE SENIORS. and looking at the huangcheng video, I realise I really love huangcheng alot! and everyone in huangcheng! (thou I dunnoe every single one) haha but we're one big bonded family! ((:


okay anw most of the time we were in the lep room.


lep rawkks too!
okay in conclusion today is a damn high and happy day =D


yay u're the best (:

wah 我的脸全被丢光了！


special thanks goes to ben toh wee kiat for the advertising today.


ARGH.


I shall just dig a hole and hide from now on.


urgh wadeva.


life's so damn boring.


I dun feel like going sch tmr!


open hse none of my business!


haiz now everyday go sch stone.


at home also stone.


okay shall start finding constructive things to do from now on.


first I shall finish my I&R! hahaha.


then erm, dunnoe do wad liao.


aiyah before promos, I wish promos could end asap.


after promos, I FEEL DAMN EMPTY.


okay after open hse then ppl are free to pei me go out! HAHAHA.


you're still the best (:

RAH. today is a sad day larhhh.


BOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


okay nvm. I shall throw that to the back of my mind. haha.


(but actually I'm NOT really that sad)


HAHA just random realise some stupid stuff. LOL.


anw got back CLL and CSC paper.


okay I'm quite happy with my cll. thou I noe I can score higher if I pia more for the 唐诗宋词part.


GAH. that part totally GG. got 2/10 for first question, 2.5/10 for second question. thanks


other than that, the rest was okayy.


I was shocked that my 茶馆 got 15.


haha this shows that all my READING ALOUD 没有白费！


and I like 茶馆 quite interesting.


LOL.


but there's still a long distance to my A.


how to get A for cll lah.


meng mug. or mabbe burn the notes and drink it -.-


haha oh and my csc.


thanks larh. RAH scored lower than my blocks.


blocks nv study also got higher than my promos.


lalala wadeva. at least 没有不及格


okay 2 down. 3 to go.


gp.econs.math.


all the GG subjects. LOL.


ohhh anw my throat hurts.


painpain >.<


and apparently my voice is damn hoarse and wadeva.


sui bian.


haha oh and I just read yunzhou's blog. DAMN INTELLECTUAL.


and I told him it's time I delete my blog. HAHAHA.


lol.


and wah tmr damn stupid pls.


go sch just for spring cleaning! WTH.


and they dun let us pon flag raising.


so we've to go sch at 7.


stone till 10. spring cleaning till 12.


AND TADA that's it.


awww but I've taiwan meeting tmr at 3! stupid!


tmr shall be a stoney day again -.-


stoneSTONEstone.


okayy shall go slp soon. I FEEL LIKE A PIG OR WAD.


stone eat play slp. and the rountine goes on and on.


HAHA I INTEND TO MUG DURING HOLS.


but I dun think I will have the determination


but need to mug! MY MATH! HAHA my tuition teacher will meng teach like mad during hols. lalala.


okay SLEEP -.-

LALALALALALALALA. I AM HUA CHI-ING AGAIN.


hahaha I went home with ahem today!


DAMN HAPPY!


YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.


lol sabbaticals.


okayy quite fun larh I was laughing like mad with wanchien.


dancesports hahaha. to think I joined dancesports.


but dancing is FUN!


learnt salsa, waltz and lalala many more. haha.


and then we had huangcheng meeting till 8 plus.


AHEM!


and went to prince with xinhui, yufeng, jialiang and yonghao.


then went home and saw ahem on the bus! :D:D:D:D


lalalala wheeeee.


happyhappy.


okayy end of my hua chi-ing session -.-


lol


my feet damn pain oh my. after all that dancing ytd and today.


but nvm haha I love dancing!


thou I sux at it. hahahaha.


wadevaa.


damn tired shall slp soon. and meet ahem in my dreams. oh wadeva. getting crazier and zi-higher everyday -.-


okayy BYE :D

OH MAN. hahaha damn happy.


ahem said HELLO to me ytd!


okayy I noe this is dumb. but nvm hehe. I AM HAPPY!


ahem finally said hello to me! lalalala.


I am a hua chi


ohhh and ahem was at class bench today. WHEE.


HARPIE.


=D


we shall not dao each other from now on!


HAHA OKAY I NOE THIS IS LAME AND STUPID AND WADEVA.


and I am NOT a hua chi.


I am just feeling bored and trying to find sth EXCITING to blog abt. lol.


ahh sabbaticals today.


boring and my feet damn suan and pain -.-


but nvm I made a new friend! haha she's super funny and she is as "DEMURE" as me.


lol.


haha I realise ppl change way too fast.


you're not the person I used to know. mabbe I am also not the person u used to know.


wadeva it is, I shall stop being such a dumbdumb. ahaha.


why am I wasting my time on you.


haha I shld spend my time doing more constructive things, for instance, talking to ahem. lol okay jkjk.


why did I nickname him ahem in the first place.


aiyah wadeva sui bian. hahaha.


总之，我不会再浪费时间想你。stop being a dumbdumb.


mabbe I shall join denyse to go nunnery. haha wad a joke.


LALALALA. okay damn tired. shall go sleep. mabbe tmr go sch will see ahem at class bench! =D


this post is specially for AHEM. haha okay kidding. I'm going crazy as u can see.


=D

YIPEE YA YA YIPEE YIPEE YA.


since yunzhou kor kor (-.-) ask me to update, this is a new post!


and it's NOT intellectual at all!


mabbe I can try to post a gp essay or a cll essay model ans on my blog to make myself appear more intellectual in front of yunzhou snr. LOL LOL LOL. yea u noe I'm JUST KIDDING.


OH the scary promos are over!


解放！LIBERATION.


WOOHOO. damn shuang!


today's paper was erm, nice -.-


hahahaha meng write until hand wanna break.


but not like meng write will get high marks.


this is what happens when your brain is overloaded with information. you tend to forget some most impt stuff and will end up anyhow rephrasing them. desperate -.-


okayy I'm talking abt myself. haha.


I wonder how can I get my A for A level. abit de easy arh -.-


and ooo so exciting today ahem sms me to ask me have fun with cll!


DAMN EXCITING. hahaha.


anw, after cll paper I went cine with jon ong, szuan, wanglin, denyse, huijun, siying, derek, bentoh, kiantat, mingyeung and kaixin to have lunch and then kbox.


sang frm 2 to 7! hahaha


and lily lee li long ate sth wrong today! damn crazy and kept kajiao-ing me! AND JON ONG TOO. he was jumping arnd like mad.


DAMN FUN but throat abit shuang now.


ytd throat alr quite sore cos I was READING MY CLL NOTES ALOUD so that I can rmb them better -.-


hahahahahaha. throat pain pain >.<


and I will be going for lep immersion prog from 1st dec to 15th dec!


WOOHOOOOOOO GO TAIWAN GO TAIWAN! SO FUN! SHALL GO SHOPPING! LOL LOL.


damn high now.


and sth random. I think my sms gonna BAO soon. everyday smsing regular ppl like gongzie, ewe and minzhe -.-


SHALL STOP SMSING SO SO MUCH.


and happy birthday ewe! LOVE YOU (:


since promos are over, I shall start planning my post exam schedule with kelly shia!


life's good man! =D


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